I have been in a storm for so many cloudy and dark days; I couldn’t see the sun or stars.  I wondered if the world was falling apart.  Whenever I can’t see in a storm I start to lose hope. The tragedies of my past come to haunt me.  It seem to useless to resist.  All this time I thought I forgave myself for what happened to me years ago.  If I hadn’t become an addict ….I would be much alive and happier.  I’m so grateful I heard the guiding voices of NA members say “Take my will and my life.  Guide me in my recovery.  Show me how to live.”